When I cried.

The moment I cried, was the moment I was hurt. It's the moment I felt relieve with the pain who bother me, afterward all pains was gone. But I know crying is not solution in any problems I'm facing in any single moment. But why do other people also cry? Is that the only thing they can also release the pain or hatred who bother they feeling?

Happy life

Happy life was always I'm expecting in my every day life. The moment I remember the past all I want to refresh from my mind was happy moments. Every time and then my life was effected by the past. So life must go on and on. We must put our own decision in our own hands. By GOD gave us the right to control our own life. Make your own life happy because happiness is in your way you have to know what is it.

Early motherhood.

Depression was my mother felt when my father died when I was three, I was the youngest. For the reason my father died, my mother made everything she can do just to gave what we need. And after five years my mother decided to went to other country, expecting to have a good salary.She sent me and my three older sister into a private school. Despite of everything, my mother never went home, for some important reason. Until my three sister finished their high school, and one of them finished two year course, and the other one was still studying right now. But I felt very guilty for my mother who made everything, sent me to private school, gave me everything I need, and sacrificed not to went home just to fulfill our dreams, when I got pregnant. And I'm very sorry about that. Now my son is already turning six months. I know it will take more time for me and my family to go to the flow of raising our own family. But in the end I know every single person had they own mistake, and it's not yet to late for me to make my life worth.

Organic Chocolates

Sanskrit for 'shrine', Dagoba is a brand of organic chocolate that does more than satisfy your most manic craving. The cacao in Dagoba chocolate is sourced under equitable terms from certified cacao farmers in Latin America who won't use any chemical pesticides or fertilizers, and it's beans are not fumigated with methyl bromide(a carcinogenic, ozone-depleting chemical.) Cacao, not sugar, is the primary ingredient in Dagoba. Cacao has more beneficial antioxidants than can be found in wine, fruits, and vegetables per ounce.

An Apple

Scarfing that sumptuous meal in front of you and regretting the calories after can be avoided if you eat a piece of fruit 15 minutes beforehand.

Base on the studies normal-weight subjects who ate a peeled apple before their meal consumed 187 fewer calories.

This suggest that eating something like a piece of fruit that’s low in calories before your meal might be a great strategy for reducing calories.

It’s got to be solid fruit juice or a derivative of it.the studies provides evidence that it’s the effort of eating that tricks us into thinking we’re full.