Early motherhood.

Depression was my mother felt when my father died when I was three, I was the youngest. For the reason my father died, my mother made everything she can do just to gave what we need. And after five years my mother decided to went to other country, expecting to have a good salary.She sent me and my three older sister into a private school. Despite of everything, my mother never went home, for some important reason. Until my three sister finished their high school, and one of them finished two year course, and the other one was still studying right now. But I felt very guilty for my mother who made everything, sent me to private school, gave me everything I need, and sacrificed not to went home just to fulfill our dreams, when I got pregnant. And I'm very sorry about that. Now my son is already turning six months. I know it will take more time for me and my family to go to the flow of raising our own family. But in the end I know every single person had they own mistake, and it's not yet to late for me to make my life worth.